Half past 2 am on Oct 20th 2008. Well, today is Monday but what the hell on earth am not sleep yet as by this time normally am already ooze off. Yes, today and last week Monday am on leave. Sure a hell of work when return. Yet not really like before working environment. Maybe it's a bit clumsy as time past by am now 44 years. Nothing much change this day. Financial been pinch up as first step to mortgage house. Financial market still not yet recover from last 2 week shock. Credit crunch to be impact here soon. How soon the west manage to pull away this crunch, the better outlook 2009 will be. Anyhow, Nov 4th US election a major change of Government from Republican to Democrat. Betting side worsen as till now nothing banging happen. Hope for something real bang but still struggle.
Last mid week, little baby body been hit by red rash and mild fever. Already visit Dr twice and no progress make. Trying traditional medicine still fail to remove the red rash. Dr advised 5 day taken to clear this away. Only on Sunday my elder baby and I visit S.Prai City just take her for
drum "lesson". Rush home clear all grounds arrangement, rush out bought some dinner.
Tomorrow Tuesday will cause elder sad as am back to work. Last week she did look for me when am boot up for work at 5am. Trying so hard to explain am to work still she want me to drop her to school just because she can play at the school play ground. Last Friday am work so she miss out and did lash out at her grandpa who drop and fetch her. What can I do just a dream away for $20million 6/52 jackpot. Dream will remain but will of determination may be there when financial really broke now. Last week send my bike for repair. That's cost too much at 140.
Failure to get Saniboy a job. Engineering or what ever dept now except production can take peoples. Indirect head count management stated too much. Sometime wish my wish list to retired and watch the night sky at every weekend. This may charge up my cosmic power to
survive. Something not right now. Dream remain a dream as time approach Xmas. Wish I got a chance to visit some place for Xmas. But not now if mortgage is success full. Because home staff will query our extra income. What ever this may come for after 44 years, let it be.......
Sad day account too much to count.Thus the up cycle soon will bounce back for me. Hope one in a life time I can still get out of payroll name to start up something.
Time to say adios amigo.Almost 3 am now. Till next Oct 20th 2009. Good Morning
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