2 am on Saturday Morning of Mid Autumn Festival day October 3rd 2009. Remember did wrote something negative mind sense which i think someone nearest know how to delete it. Sound of sad day ahead as today just drop off both FIL and MIL to airport to visit their daughter in KL. Touching moment seen two girls sense they are not going with them. Dearest only know how to hit out of financial turmoil with backlash eldest yearn for MacDonald. Still the big one go to her. Sometime try to feel happy as once when we can land in Airport for a visit. Maybe that's enough for me but not for eldest as she take flight twice in 5 years now empty. Don't know why some draw back as i sense we are apart. While I try to neutral she will not allow it. What can I do just keep calm to my self with deep prayer to get this financial turmoil out of my life asap.
At work also not so good with so many restriction and powerless movement. Project 500mm under gone final lapse before LDI to come in. Must be dreaming as on Friday come to know Indian Eng no longer hold passport with them after 3 incident of leaving without notice. One guy did express his lost desire to work here. Seek help to work else where new technology is apply. Maybe this company is moving in line to get new technology but in a slow pace just because it's a China Man Malaysia company. Not a MNC or any other global player. No setback if not seen new technology get in before I call it for retire. Now no longer call for LDI as it;s known for before. It's something call for step repeat and Projection imaging.One of close friend that left without notice make no contact over months after he request for some SPC chart. Maybe busy with Production schedule or boring to talk about this company.
Another 10 days to celebrate eldest 5th years at her school. Must be very excited to cut cake for her friend eat. Will my second time celebrate with her at school. Till then wish something miracle as no more financial doldrums and will be stand by all guards of alert just like last Wednesday Tsunami hit Pago Pago and Padang earthquake. Feel like I was there where Tsunami hit Samoa. Cannot imagine those survive there and Padang area. Rare occasion both earthquake happen within 12 hrs apart and deadly disaster scale.
Last weekend of Monday public holiday of raya did drive up to Cameron Highland afternoon and drive back before sun dawn. What a drive and very tired some and steam of driving. Also did not get a wish to stay longer since it's not planned trip. Limitation of budget yet we dare to go. After all this the only change we may travel for sighting instead of oversea.
Will write again after mid of Oct where another Public holiday on Monday Oct 19th just 1 day miss celebrate early 24hrs. Let's see if hope of get to highland for longer time and hours.
