Quarter to 2 am on Valentine Day. Wow...Valentine day.Yes but what a sad day look ahead with financial downturn. Back to the square one when first time write this blog. Not last year but last 2 years maybe where family matter make square into triangle. Not much hope of getting better affection as I did lost or drop off my RM50 yesterday. Already poor enough yet disaster strike without symphony. What else can I said now just taken cash injection for card settlement now seem to seek another cash injection. Just don't know what cause my luck o unlucky through out my whole life. Someday sometime will win me back to prime time. Always hear others success or positive news. Why can't they face as my situation now. Blame it on unfair justice to God but also condemn ancestor.
Chinese New Year over more than 15 days now. With much hope to see some light at the end of Feb as January end the worst if not disaster a bush fire in Australia.MIL created havoc of jealousy but I can't help as I used to shunt my voice as I feel very sad day of Valentine. Anyhow did bought KFC dinner plate box for my love one. All war anger at this home due to afternoon out to feed Monkey at Tokun hill side without invite her. Actually to bank in my 2nd payment not long away but due to key in another car at work thus I drive away kancil and rush to Aeon city and let my eldest play some game. Also missing her DS lite game which was "flooded' by her nightmare urine last weekend. Not I did not tend to ignore her as we bought new DVD on Princess of Island.Over slept as she flush out and cause DS totally devastated. Knowing it's impossible to get another one nor it's too heavy to get another one unless we settle our card debt. What can i do now just a dream away to others fall off their Vatsu and my turn of fen shui to rule. Just kidding as i always heard others good thing while our always bad months, days., and hours of second too.
From work scene look like all was left alone without any project to follow up. As most people need to present most high failure part or low yield part. As i see now all the same as LPPL when final result should reflects on cost increase to secure good quality. Just receive email to know cost of particle counter cost at RM 1K for calibration. Wow what a day light robbery when company like us here pay for any equipment for calibration. Imagine if 2 units is there instead of just one here?Sound like some jealousy of others success. Can;t help as some major disaster happen at work place. One Nepal guy been deported due to showing anger of poor bonus payment. Another one been caught by Immigration due to work part time at restaurant place. Earlier we got one from Maint run away after been caught sleeping during weekend by corp security manager. All round up in one just pass time may not easy now this days. Since more and more customer return or complaint sure crack on our engineering seat.
Waiting for miracle to appeared as i look to be with my kids before they grow out to me mature lady where most adult left without look back for any passion or bonding relation. Yes always wait and wait just don't know when will this sight be reality.
During CNY time did visit my brother new house. Not at the price he bought but now his company related to US economy begun to cull working days and pay cut too. Ours here yet to know as we may sense some heat coming our way in March if not the same situation taken.
Working politic still much alive as can see how big they play. Recently our LPISM room lamp been change to UV white. Last heard affected solvent evaporated and cause Under develop.
Frustrated requested Maintenance to change back to yellow lamp all settle.
So long now for Feb hope March will shine upon me if not Us in company at least.
It's 20 mins past 2 am now. HAPPY Valentine DAY to my Family members.
