Dec 19th 2010

Quarter to 3 am now on Sunday Dec 19th 2010. Another 11 days will see 2011 creep in. Another 6 days to Christmas 2010. Worst become worst but not known till when will this situation remains. Suppose this time of the years most people use to travel at least one destination with kids for Holiday. Not us anymore as we see last 2 Christmas the same as third.Not asking for some exotic winter wonderland as simple flight will do kids happy for remembrance. Even then if given this opportunity, not this weekend of grand day allow to take leave from work. Last Friday on leave due to try to change school for Wengy. After all nobody agreed for her to continue her mother tongue language school. Decision chosen by them too fragile due to their past failure. What am worrying is our current mix school really up for bad mood teacher. What a wonderful joys of watching her graduate last month in pre school of Chinese and English orientated teaching with local language as secondary. Now Education ministry representative not allow to transfer her to adjacent school with excuses full occupy of 9 classes. He recommended some near by Chinese school but was oppose by her granny due to her 3 children all fail to live up expectation. Time change with current updated technology.Still my wish she can continue to enjoy school not in racist manner should this school really one of them. Mixed school not bad if we did not heard of so many backlash about it. Still their choice will see some setback when time come. Yes, my intention if can don't bother about mother tongue. But upon seeing her impression does spell out what she needed. Time run out for transfer as with hope nothing untoward happen or dissatisfaction arise. She used to mix with same race but rarely with minority now in this school. even her pre school teacher said what a waste if send her to this national school. Still loose out what ever choice they take will not hurt much setback. Theory as set by example. Going to national school will tend to lapse mother tongue language. But if go for mother tongue language school, it's more easy then learning mother tongue from national school. If history can change it's course then it's not call as history anymore. More then story his more reality.Don't know how they want it be like that.
Well at work some drama take turn when blasting own manager with threat of call to quit. Lost direction as last month blog either have to leave or crazy power manager leave. When into deep thought of my knowledge last week, feel that I can take it to next best level of work. Much more to do this coming Wed & Thurs will be our company TS audit. Don't know how this date always close to holiday mood date. Monday will be sad day as Tuesday before Wednesday. Last Friday when am on leave, saw some drama of electrical test dept been shut down for few hours for training .And also my Imaging machine also problem. This is where problem with machine come under us instead of Maintenance. Funny as it sound but it's true. Hope time will change this when into 2011.
Wishes don't have to struggle like this any more in 2011. Hope to see my career end here if the battle field to out this crazy power manager success. Otherwise will be my exit door. Anyhow if exit door also never mind as long as walk the talk then talk and walk. Time will tell the truth and always the truth will prevail.

November 2010

It's 5 am on 7th of Nov 2010.Lately could not stay up late as sleepy eyes tend to run computer in screen saver mode. Even with heavy coffee still will ooze off before can complete further blogging. Almost over 2 month last edit draft on Aug 7th? From Wengy Sports day till last week she's already graduate from Kindy Dragonfly. Full swing of Oct 31st 2010 when all at her graduation ceremony. When seen her in graduate costume, emotion of tears in my heart as 4 years struggle now she's growing up. Could not imagine when she had this as we did not through all this. This is part of life now this day for all is not most of city children's. The last time when my heart was move was every years of Annual Graduation & Concert function which her kindy host every Nov of the last 3 years. Thus the hope and wishes come to this moment. The year past by now it's her turn to don the graduation costume. Seeing her joy with her friend and most of all she's ready to take on Standard 1 school come January 2011. Yes, she's ready but then not in same syllabus as her kindy time at Dragonfly. If every permitted life style sure International School will be able to show this type of syllabus. Play and Learning as time grow most effective way then all current national level of memories and study method. Maybe time will tell when Malaysia will emulate US or western style of young generation of education. Science and Math more important than language or what sound as patriotic mind shows. Perhaps something move in to show miracle that will take us to New Zealand. Just miracle as it be but not in day moon dreaming will materialise.

Next to her in her Dragonfly kindy will her sister Wenny. Don't know how will she fare or cope with new environment come this January. Maybe another tedious 4 years of journey as we see it her graduation when Wengy enter her 10th grade at Standard 4. Anyhow memory will be memories and be Merrie's if all goes well and end well. Time will tell all this.

Lately at work there are some big commotion cause ruckus will soon show if I quit or that damn power crazy manager quit. Don't know why life enter at this stage again when 20 years ago this happen as with deep confrontation with plant manager. At last seen the exit door for me after 4 years there. But this already 6 to enter 7th years. Maybe time tell am ready to forgo all supremacy of technical knowledge. Yet they may not recognise technical knowledge but time will tell if my stand on right position. Come this Monday 8th of Nov will see one of my most neglect department will be take over by that crazy power manager. Don't see any improvement till he'll sure crack into Imaging of everyone mind. Some commotion cause during one of VOID issue. Department manager used to created havoc by admit others or non related root cause. Maybe this the way he's prepared for this crazy power manager into big drain and flush away from factory door. Heard also 10 Indian coming in. This group comprise of Engineer and technician. Don't know how long will it take for them to establish as previous some very well experience engineer. Electrical Test dept will see through & gave way for newly join on Sept. Then will see something he'll not last then if this Crazy power manager keep focus on him lately. Time will tell again we hope to put all necessary requirement to document controlled before we depart our life for future if we lost the battle with that crazy power manager. Heard of this Crazy Power manager's wife also same attitude. Fire flare with things throw which shows something not their professional way of deal with human factor. Maybe only foreigner able to work with them as they 'd no family commitment to 36 hours per day. All they want is Power but distance will play havoc as current 3 out of 4th new customer already feedback negative quality produces. So much about work. Hoping time will reveal more if not exit door shows way for better life instead of scramble with some one unworthy for one cent at all.

Before end this Nov blog, some miracle hope to see this year end. First bank deduction for term loan end early instead of another 24 months. Then at least one miracle take us one family to HK Disney for my 2 daughter life time memory to treasure. Nothing more than this even though hope put to end term loan deduction yet work place not settle pace with this crazy power manager in force. Don't know where to go as life after 47 may not hire as not a degree holder just QBE degree. Quarter to 6 am now. To sing Morning Has Broken in commemorate how one person cross faith from Christian to Islam. Nothing special as the singer co song writer choose to live in 2 religious in his life. Past will be history but future still rely on past life he's through. One did not give up belief until some unknown force make it happen. Anyhow this is it Nov hope coming month Dec will more meaning full with at least one life time treasure memory for my kids.

Aug 8th 2010

Almost 90 minutes to 8 of all 8 2010.Nothing significant just before drop Wengy for annual sport day event. Video camera charge up and all need to ready in 1 hour roll out for breakfast and continue event of the day. She will participate in a dance tune. Actually intended to save up time and write this blog after sport day event. So many but and if better write something about past 3 months blank out. Last drop by here was 1st of May. Quite sometime and work situation not going any improvement. Fear of worst to come as next week start of IQA which they thought am jelly that good to be an auditor. First timer they put me into 3 audit.One for purchasing and one for store.Then one for production at Lamination. Putting down the fear will be only way to start open audit. Time to revenge on purchasing but not easily to shoot at old dame fame top guy there.
Home situation with LCD down almost 2 month now. Still no financial allow it to be restore. Lately intend to get 2nd hand display but still new at RM200 will do me a favour. Last Thursdays my brother bought one set of desktop from PC Fair. Cost at 1.5K still with LCD worth with 750GB hard disk. Colleague friend did get one notebook for RM 300 which Battery was dead. Feel to get one for my house bed any PC or note book to do work. Likely a desktop will do when financially ease.
Next month autumn break, still to decide if wengy can join her school visit to Manjung Turtle breeding farm. If allow parent need to accompany her then 2 of us will be costly.If not whole family go on our own just follow the tour.Next 11th hours someone from Taiwan will fly in for a week holiday. Surprisingly KL not arrive yet or waiting game still in action. Just a week stay here before fly back. Some tendency to fly over to there once the visit end. Will quit now as time approach 7 am. Hope to continue tonight or a week later in new blog of Aug twice.

1st Of May 2010

Almost quarter to 3 am on First Of May 2010. Deserted this blog almost 2 month and now for more woes to come.Financially still not pick up as worst to come when insurance month pickup pieces formation.There goes may salary. Nothing new about it. Sometime it better than no time. Of 2 cards into 1 remaining also struggle to clear. Last 2 days call to clear it but was shock to know I own them another RM500. After a long phone call there here,finally they agreed to settle down for RM100. Hope this will be final of the final where nothing more than joke will turn death.
Work also not smooth as more and more leaving. Now left me and another Indian Engineer at Process side. Understand into month of May they might hire one or 2. Not to admit this new big boss look almost flop as he struggle with RM944K of scrap. On way to be scrap which everyone prayer answer. Still a long run top post when was join with my manager at top of production. Don't know what's lie between now as far as am concerned. Coming Monday morning will be back to settle 3G5 cheaper broadband with my sister name take over my bill of payment.Most hearten to know when back to work still to face every Wed QEP meeting. Don't know when will it call end and change for better direction.
3 am now as midnight search for Bee Gees song First Of May. Sad to know also already 7 years Maurice Gibb passed away so was Andy Gibb more than a decade.What make me sing this song contained in lyrics itself. Guess who come first of May. Yes, last year when we are more sad than desperate search for miracle cure of our financial. Nothing materialise than to day as we are now.Last night we did bump into our 3rd aunt where she's now at out 1457 first room sleeping.

That's who come on first of May. Sound weird but a facts.

Tired of work with those unsettle situation. Time will tell when to call end of my time of work.

Well at family level some dramatic turn when eldest beat the youngest sister. Look like my friend tell about his 2 kids the same.Sometime can't see how eldest or youngest get cane for some upset mood created. Can't help but pity them have to fight like one of them must give away. They may not understand each other or accept the way it was as it's our limitation to provide the best for them.Actually i don't side either one but amuse how this can go on.Basic TV been restore when they install local TV antenna. Just miss out Astro or my intention to install Chinese satellite TV. Only the parabolic not available if it got my way sure for one install up in my room.Wish list got it settle one year of Astro for them.Last 2 week SIL bought in one 42 inch of LCD display TV. Next to bring down that damn big 34 inch tube TV on 1st of May. Thought of better of days spend with family away to visit some place. Better sign off now as set for better time ahead. May 1st 2010 will be remember as workers at work place boycott to work on Labour day as they plan to travel to Padang Besar and one special place to visit was grape farm.
That's my next destination to visit either this 1st or 2nd of May 2010.

February 2010

Quarter pass 2 am on 2nd day of CNY Feb 15th 2010. We get Valentine day past with some unpredictable nightmare. First Day of CNY admitted 2nd daughter to Hospital. Not necessary to do so till 3rd day of CNY. Anyhow, was decided by 2nd party, as I was rush back from island house and drive back again to island. Only one Dr advises to admit for 2 days. Means this year of Tiger get bite a mouse not Mickey.
Actually today will be a grand day of CNY 1st day when I went to collect some winning token. Still may not big amount, yet better than nothing today when loses over 122. Good opening but not well enough today all bitten back. Need to report back to work on Thursdays as much homework’s not completely done. Hope to do so these 72 hours. All program been force to delay as open house to my guest friend. First day of CNY suppose to welcome my Island friend. Fate not allow to meet in some consider as in auspicious day. Thus tomorrow hope can accomplish one as the mainland needs to postpone till weekend. After all CNY celebrate till 15th day of spring month. Like usual CNY, last minute preparation swing into action as we get financial support to install running light and cracker light. On eve, did visit my old pal to loan his satellite receiver to test out. Before take already know this cannot received any picture without adjust parabolic position. Give up till we get a big parabolic or will get one complete set soon.

Financially may not be sound already. What a relief as 020210 day hit some special first 24K plus 5.5K at home. Wasted chances where it should be more enough to settle all our debt. Anyhow, one more to go under term loan. Better than nothing still we need to march on. Counting to get some miracle day like this may not be easy as it take time. My wishes to visit Bangkok not materialize as strike goes underneath carpet. Dream continued with one of this miracle day whole family will make it to Bangkok for thanks giving prayer to Lord Brahma.

Work load may enter new phase as big boss in charge not giving up hope to make changes that already failed by this PhD lady boss. Let’s said this is a curse and some from admin try to put up spell to make owner busy to visit plant. Don’t know what will happen now. Only know will need to forge out more to prevent scrap cost increasing. Technology is there but this self proclaim GM try to impress owner that his capability to use limited engineering resources to over come this scrap. Whatever they do will make me accelerate my propeller to spin faster toward the exit gate. Got 1.5 bonus for this year of tiger. Somehow some not as lucky as one of my colleague give up as been told not continue contract not get a cent at all.

My hair will be everyone attraction when grey hair growing near to 80%. Need to take action if not, will be bad to impress some who seems attracted. I am kidding.
Don’t know when can call it starting new thing over again. How to start when limited resource and capital not available. One my colleague already ventures into Vegetarian food seller. Left some over 45 year’s old staff to stay till pension. Already 3 am on 2nd day of CNY. Most of businesses back to work again. Time move on till 8th day of CNY night where prayer continued till 15th day of CNY. Sign off now.

Jan 2010

Half past midnight on Jan 16th 2010. Refresh back how we spend Xmas and New Year make it a square one. Which is one very nice memory and the other bitter taste of the year to come. Certainly not a day of remembrance for my 1st sister when she twist her leg 2 weeks ago. Now still wrap under cement. Last week Friday she was hospitalised for 3 days which I thought to be a sad CNY ahead. But on Sunday she was discharge and back home. Hope she will recover fast and CNY will be a history without her take care house hold chore. So much home affair to tell just a sad New Year eve when we went to Queenbay Mall. An hour to count down something mess out of our financial clash.Home and feel dire strait to call it day of bloody shit end. Hold on till the day pass by and now in mid of Jan. About nice Xmas we did spend it with a visit to Sg Petani where we visit 2 hypermarket and a park stroll away. Actually on 1st Jan not going anywhere also due to work commitment. Back to work on 2nd and 3rd of Jan to follow up exposure machine modification. But then Monday Jan 4th on AL where I drop my daughter at Kinder and take my FIL to take medicine. Luckily all modification went well till the 6th Jan when we release back for Production used on Night time.

Back home now....tomorrow will a full house keeping. Means for CNY coming with a month to go. But nothing is felt like joyous occasion. Don't know how and don't know why is it like this. Maybe financial crumble and take into 2nd year of doldrums. Pain in staking when need help from internal and close pal. What else can I do than pray hard for a miracle which I know wont be there. Till now the scared for earthquake that rock Haiti on Tuesday night seem to be near here Malaysia soon. While at work someone used to share my PC was his last day as he'll be home to help his wife setup Veg Cafe in Ipoh. Another pal which was his 2nd time failed to start up bus driving job because of some tempted offer from near his home. This fall out of his 2 stone into one step will be history as I did told him to go for one the actual reason of quit. Anyhow now he's on pressure as big gun look all possible way to gun him out of QD.. Some sad tale here yet worried about my self too. Soon the big gun will be after me too when my boss will boot out of QD..s. Got a lot of thing to do but don't know what to do. Just hope got some good news for LDI into QD.. before call it retire time. Am know my capability just an inch away from knock off platform.

My 2nd daughter really amuse me last weekend when she show her understanding for new clothe. Really amusing seen her character but also some weird bad character inhibit that make her really naughty. Hope she will grow to understand better of humor and relationship kins.

So much time to wash out all. Next 6 hrs need to fetch maid in and start cleaning and sweeping all the bad air omen of 2009 away. Greet 2010 with a better dream of financial free reality.

Forget to mention one of stupidity QD.. top management do was create a curfew working environment as well security check before exit. Very clumsy setup and just wait for how long will it last or else the FC will be tormented till her hell in fire. Just feel sad about this top management lack of humor to protect office staff. Anyhow nothing is more better than Bonus if it's there before CNY.

Sign off now till early of Feb and CNY posting...has ta la vista....