Quarter to 3 am on Sunday Aug 16th 2009. So long time fly by now Mid of Aug and move toward Sept so on to Oct. Started Normal 5 days work early of month. Enter 2nd week already. Thought of overcome this stigma when Sr got to leave for China plant to run Led project. One day before next flight out of Penang Island, he remember this request to delay normal shift. Feel like to quit just soon as possible but if dearest read will lecture. Anyhow won't jump in conclusion until got a fine financial start up. Well my former dept for new takeover by new engineer still one to go. Means two join left one only on high job load. While my one remains because I still cover for him at Clean Room and AOI. Feel like to hand over all and just concentrate at my 2 Dept. I sense PD not supportive as local so call designer about former help to alter program to suit it. It take time to adapt fully as well to learn new CAM program. I don't know when will they change as changes on way for them as they bring back yield improvement project. With me as one of 5 top defects to focus really crack. Remember last all method been done but not change just carried on the same. Nothing will change until someone from top management get change totally. Just wait and see if anything possible stand to start cocoa plantation. Ridiculous as it may thought of. Chocolate demand will not flourish but hard work of take care limit is there.
Financial real see bleak future as lucky star not shine at all cost now. Count down to Christmas without program just as last years. Going backward as we thought will see a sad ending to meet the days end. Bank chasing over payment and work load with sad tale to chat about. Just ignore all the sad tale as time roll over when left with 48 hrs of time with kids. Very interesting to see how my 2nd girl used to walk and learn to chat. Pain of all when she fell and hit floor most of time. Jealousy is there between her sister. Eldest girl always look away days of my return and together play games or watch Mr Bean movie. Imagine every Monday morning when leaving for work around 530 am she will search for me. Once she try to hold my hand while sleep and not let go till she's fully Oz off. If can wish upon meteor or shooting star, return always everyday and left to work with her sight understand. Time will soon depart all this when she grow up.
Like today both girl at our bed once a while Saturday night. When come Sunday night, eldest will be sad of this. Just now when going down with milk accessories, she thought Monday morning am leaving for work. She went down to look for me. Shock for me as I thought she must fell a sleep. Something like lack of security when every Monday morning come means to her.
While I wrote this blog just with prayer for God to answer her wish when can we always together and without feeling of Monday morning blues. Only time will tell and soon everything got to change. Hope of something miracle to settle our financial turmoil. Once I dream of my 3rd sis praised my big brother for financial secure. Heard of her eldest son also join his brother big brother work there.
That's all for Aug as time move to Sept in another 14 days time.
