June 2007

June 22nd 2007.

Almost a month now not on blogger world. A month pass by full of mysterious and some sorrow.
First my wife working colleague pass away after giving birth death baby boy. 3 days after delivered dead fetus, this young lady too stress to continue living. Not more mysterious as now when someone closed friend of my sister in law had double funeral in 49 days apart. Her dad pass away after her uncle do earlier. Her dad succumb to 43 days of cancer. Then this week as my working place, one girl father also pass away at age of 56 after 10 years on mouth cancer. Is it such a scared world of cancer we living in? Amazing grace tune sing as stride through what we want to more before we can let go.

So much about death not amaze me with tears already flow through from my eyes almost 18 years ago when my mum and dad pass away.

Let's face the future where trouble is await us as not to linger past history of sorrow.
Next 8 hrs to have a dialogue with my daughter kindergarten teacher. It's about to know how well and progressive she been after all this 2 month. Yes! time pass by fast. But I cannot take her to school where she won't allow me to leave her a inch. Thus only been drag away by her teacher as tears flow from her eyes. Maybe time will past as she learn to understand school concept and we are not leaving her forever. She enjoy every weekend when am able to accompany her to play,like visit shopping complex and walk around park.
This week also see my working friend, bring his family here for vocation. First time meet his young son from India. Imagine how his family cope with his absent for 3 years now into 4th next year. Some tender love not seen but felt inners heart. Some other Nepal guys also miss their family. Just cannot thought why they had to leave their family home and work like a hell here.
Two case where two Nepal guy cannot go home after been order to paid for Passport renewal which was stolen during company break in. Injustices but we can only pray they will manage the way home with much love. Not like one who had to call back home due to his wife pass away.
Something very sad to hear but give us a determination to build up strong defence instead.

Lastly but not all,our neighbour daughter been "possess' by evil spirit or more look lost soul at hell gate. Why? Because she look very scared of outside world. Just like my 6th sister when she too was attack by this so call evil spirit. Almost 20 years my 6th sister live like that but taking medicine to fast sleep. So this time line can be seen repeat at my neighbourhood daughter.
What a sad to know her young age not even 28 years had to quit job now.
We never ask for it but if it came to us what are we, defenceless stand still waiting for death?
Certainly no. No way we fight till the end as this Internet and wireless world seem to be connected for spiritual negotiation. Kidding me here.
That's all for now......